First of all I want to let you all know that I AM, infact, alive.
After an extremely embarassing b/p and emergency 2am surgery for a colitis of the small intestine...
I was court ordered into an 8 week stay in a hospital in the US.
I don't even have the energy to continue typing right now, and I will probably be sent back to the psyche ward if I am caught on here.. However, I will be back home next week (hopefully without a tube) and my blog will be updated once again..
Thank you so much everyone for your emails of concern and support..
I am NOT recovered by any means. I know that "recovery" will never be an option for me, although I commend those that DO find the high road and the strength to take it..
My mind is a complete fog right now due to medications, food, lack of sleep, and just general madness of spending YET ANOTHER Christmas in a hospital bed...
I could not be more thankful to be free, I can't wait to be high on hungry once again...
much love to you all,